I want to be a vampire, but how?

ok i have to explain myself so you all don't think i'm nutso first off i love the taste of blood next i hate the sun being out in the sun and last off im am different than anybody els im an outcast but im ok with it most people call me strange becouse i can look at a grotesgue scene, blood, gory, whatever, and say cool or somthing like that now all i need to know is how to become a vampire